I’m feeling really good about myself lately and perhaps I should say it is due to the attention of another man..let me explain before I dig myself into a hole.
1/ I’ve booked my hair appointment at Lucinda Ellery to sort out my mess of a birds nest. Yes I’ve had to take out a loan for it but I know I will feel and look like a million dollars afterwards so surely it’s worth a small fortune?!
2/ I met someone on my work trip to Bordeux the other month from Head Office. No there is nothing going on but there is lots of flirtation over email and we get on so so well. It is all very innocent but he has made me feel good about myself which is turn has had a knock on effect in my relationship with Mr W. Mr W knows all about him and I think he is flattered that someone else fancies his wife. (Let me make this clear…nothing will ever happen between us. He knows this, I kno w this, Mr W knows this…it’s just nice to have a bit of attention from someone else and there are no feelings involved)
It’s resulted in me having my mojo back (after loosing it for long while as I felt ugly and unworthy) as I realise that I am attractive to good looking men, I’m not disgusting and men love my personality and me just the way I am.
I have been making a huge effort with my appearance and everyone around me has noticed. Today I have on huge platform heels, a little dress, loads of jewellery and I’ve done my hair and make up and people at work are complimenting me on how good I look. I’ve been told today by 4 separate Managers that I look gorgeous. I am never told I’m ‘gorgeous’..I’m always the scruffy one with the messy hair and unfashionable clothes because I’d fall out of bed in the morning and wear the same work attire of unfitting black trousers, old top and flat shoes with my hair scrapped back.
I dressed up yesterday too as I went clothes shopping over the weekend for the first time in a year (house buying has a lot to answer for) and spring-cleaned and organised my dressing room (yes I have a whole room to myself for all my things) and found that I can be fashionable. I think a lot of how you look has to do with confidence and I lost my confidence a while ago but since these few little changes and thanks to the attention of a French man I feel like me again. I feel good in my skin.
Wouldn’t everyone like to arrive at work to an email each morning telling them they have ‘the most beautiful eyes’ and ‘an awesome personality’. I would and I’m relishing in the attention. I’m liking the power I’m holding over this man with him knowing that I don’t want him back in that way. I’m no longer stood at the back of the room and I don’t intend to hide away again.
(If anyone would like to borrow my dark, handsome French man to make them feel good about themself I will happily pimp him out to you for mates rates......)
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Glad you're feeling so good!!! I too used to wear illfitting black trousers, a baggy top and flat shoes. With hair scraped back. Ever since I've lost weight I wear nice clothes and make and effort and I feel ace!
Wouldn't say no to a Frenchman though! x
you know what, i totally understand how you feel. yesterday i was dressed all frumpy but i went shopping during my lunch break and this shop attendant told me i looked beautiful - knowing that you are still attractive to other men is definitely a mood booster - maybe we should be happy with the fact that we have someone that loves us, but for some reason that's not always enough!
@Helen: As Gok would say "It's all about the confidence" and he is so right. (you are looking very ace lately you style queen). I'll send him your way x
@Petite Filoux: Mr W does tell me all the time he thinks I'm attractive but I suppose that when you hear it off the same person so many times you get complacent and disbelive what they are saying and it tales for someone else to say it for you to take notice. There's nothing like a really good compliment from a stranger to put a spring in your step
those shoes are amazing!
that all sounds very positive, im very jealous of a dressing room! i have two drawers and a clothes rail!
Oooooh, glad to hear you're feeling good about yourself. :)
I want a frenchman to make ME feel good about myself. :( Work Crush isn't making me feel good about myself and he's the wrong nationality anyway, even though it starts with the same letter as French, lol.
@monkey typist: I know....I wish they were mine! I had to be very very good to get a whole room to myself but I do have a million times more clothes, shoes, accessories more than Mr W
@P: You can borrow him if you want! I'll punch him in the nuts for you...Finnish?
Well guessed!!!
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